13 SEP 2025
Dialogues with myself
Do you think your life is short?
── .✦ Yes.
Do you think you are near the end of your lifespan?
── .✦ Maybe, I can feel my health declining and I have too little will power to initiate behavioral changes.
What do you think you value the most right now?
── .✦ Ridiculously, I find myself lost and struggling filling up my daily schedule just to avoid anxiety and
boredom (which never succeeds). Yet I want to answer that "Spending meaningful time with your loved ones"
is what I value the most. Never actually put that on my schedule though.
Name 3 things you wouldn't waste your time on:
── .✦ Commuting, Faking how I feel, Someone who's not there for me anymore.
What is your strength and weakness in a time of uncertainty like this?
── .✦ I have this immense passion to observe, share, and connect with people so I can understand their actions as well as purposes of life. The curiosity is endless and kind of beneficial to my job.
── .✦ At the same time, sometimes I can hardly stand people. And using such ability (to question and observe) without any control could often harm your mental health.

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